Unmotivated …stuck

I sit in my bed thinking man I’m still heart broken he heart doesn’t listen to the brain it just doesn’t and as I sit here and write this I have major anixtey and Idk I’ve struggled to finished blogs I’ve purposely have been eating bad I feel I’ve missed out on things I feel I’m not present and I’m still hurting from that ache.Its like I was let go from a job and that unemployment has been making me feel unworthy of anything.Im constantly reminded of how happy he is and burns .It makes me feel as his perfect life is awesome and I was a big rock in his path.I also have bad anxiety because I’m scared of my next adventure and I always get like this when I travel to laces I’ve never been to ugh god send me some guidance

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